Seashells
She walks along the Beach and collects water for herself and Seashells
for someone little that she loves very much.
She talks endlessly in her head as there is no one else to talk to
nor things that she could share
She listens to the waves and the painful clarity of her deepest thoughts.
Thoughts revealing internal realisations of cruel realities
she was so very naive to imagine they could never be possible.
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iSome thoughts she wishes the waves could wash away
together with the pain and the burden they carry.
There are moments she feels like she is the loneliest woman on earth
-but she knows this not to be true.
His watchful eyes and support are always there.
She often walks into the gentle waves along the shiny
bright path of the Sunlight and imagines closing her eyes
as her body starts to float gently and quietly above the water
remaining there until all her thoughts, and all her feelings
and all her memories are dissolved
and nothing remains to bind her anymore
and still remains there ... floating free, beyond time
wrapped in the golden rays of the Sun and the wet transparent raindrops
of a summer shower and the magic silver of the Moonlight
until she finally comes to know that this too is part of a dream
in which her eyes will never open again...
* * *
This was written quite some
time back
when first MYF took Over Both my Body and my Life
and condemned me into a
self imposed cruel isolation
from the ones i loved most,
in order to protect them and safeguard
against possible contamination and devastating effects.
from the ones i loved most,
in order to protect them and safeguard
against possible contamination and devastating effects.
My condition has
dramatically improved since then
due to my constant alertness
to the problem,
close observation to every aspect detectable,
extensive research and efforts to control it
with every available substance.
close observation to every aspect detectable,
extensive research and efforts to control it
with every available substance.
Nowadays its ferocity finally
down by 80%
i am Enjoying a much Better,
more Liveable Life
and the contact and support
of my beloved family.
Keeping fingers crossed,
it will all last,
if not even improve more
and my Story, Efforts and
Methods
may Inspire and Help many more people...Sonata